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| I've just written a private post that is invisible to everyone else viewing besides me. Its one of those days where my updates are just too private for me to share and all I wish are for people not to be kay-poh and try to snoop things out. So don't ask me because you're not in my shoes and the last thing I need is listen to the same monologue you give to other people as well...thanks
Well, its going to be a queer week ahead with promo results and band and me birthday coming up. All I really want is a chat with you over some coffee in the quiet confines of a cafe and a jazz band backing the atmosphere.
cheers | | |
| Simplicity and practicality will ensure I do it...
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| If there is one thing I truely hate/muck up/angry/sad/disappointed/emo about all the time...
its my inferiority complex....
I feel so fricking inferior to everyone else...no matter what...
the worst is that...its really true...
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| Well, to start of, this week was kinda fine except the moody part of me got the better of the nights.
everyone should be familiar with the 5Cs.
Car
Condo
Cash
Credit Card
Country Club membership
If all these were really possibly attainable in such a short span of life, wouldn't it feel amazing that you have amassed such an achievement. As Tyler would say in Fight Club (1999), 'everyday, we go out and spend money on things we have no use for, yet we buy because materialism satisfies us'
Arguable proposition.. , plausible to some..
but,
is that all you really want in life...
Well this is a male-centric post,
presenting , Charles 5Gs to life
God
Guitar
Girl
Grades
Gig
"Won't it feel just as awesome that you could be whoever you want without having to be judged based on your material status? "
Over the course of these past few months, this bloody question keeps popping up in my perverted mind as a reminder of who I really am and who I should really be...
Well, for me (at least) the 5Gs to life seem to work out well enough.
How bout you?
cheers
p.s G-string was not included in the list because a guitar has one, a girl has one and well....I don't have one...
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| Well School has been kinda boring and all I'm thinking about is PW...things are crumbling at the moment, I'm having doubts that I can pull this off. Everything I do right now is a wasted or redundant effort on my part. Screw this.
This must be the result of the accomplishment by finishing the WR.
Tomorrow is presentation. So far I've screwed up 1 presentation this year and like every other Singaporean, I keep on using the same word to emphasise my point, which is effing robotic and wrong...focus focus focus.
Okay, so tonight I'm all up..I hope it rains tonight, keeps me awake...
I have to finish my EOM , I&R and OP script and begin the slides by tomorrow afternoon.
Tonight, I'll keep frowning at the stupid comment stuck in my head and let my inferiority complex control me..and finish up the crazy amount of work left.
I did not mention this to anyone outside my SG yet...but
Remember the Law internship mentioned earlier this year during the GP/PW classes..
well I boldly signed up, hoping for a different experience instead of the CIP trips and upcoming concerts..and well
I got through...
Apart of me is rather relieved and proud that I managed to get pass the various rounds and now all that is stopping me is OP and the Promo results...God thanks for the experience and opportunity.
Law , something I did not expect myself to get involved in (non-criminal activity, i mean..) considering I dream the unrealistic and impossible dream of a musician. But if things do bear fruit, and I wake up my idea...
Public Defender..thats the lawyer specialisation is be in.
People ask, why defend the guilty? Thats the exact same question I have in my head. Who determines and what determines if a person is guilty? Does our conservative society adopt social norms that stereotype people or inculcate misconceptions of people.
In laymen's terms and figuratively, is ITE really Its The End?
Cheers
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